It’s That Time of Year Again

Last weekend we said goodbye to the next detachment from 1st Radio Battalion destined for Operation Iraqi Freedom. I did not deploy with this detachment, as my contract with the Marine Corps expires on June 1st. It was a bitter-sweet feeling to get up early on Saturday and see the detachment off. Actually, the part about getting up early (0430) was all bitter–nothing sweet about it. This detachment is much more experienced and capable than our first OIF detachment that I deployed on. Almost all of the officers and staff non-commissioned officers have deployed to OIF in some capacity, some just last year. There was much less of a feeling of unknown with this detachment, as everyone knew exactly what they would be doing, how they would be doing it, and in some circumstances in what chair they would be sitting at the place they just left in August.
A tiny part of me wanted to go with them. It seems such a waste that I learned so much last year and won’t be putting it to use again this year. While I wouldn’t be on a team and get to venture outside the wire, my experience in 2006 would have made it a natural transition. However, the huge part of me that is happy to be remaining behind quickly beat that tiny part into submission. At rare times I even feel guilty that I won’t deploy twice during my stint in the Marine Corps. Then I remember the 30,000+ Marines and millions of Americans who haven’t yet deployed to OIF once, and that puts it in perspective. I’m thrilled to have deployed to OIF, and I wouldn’t have felt complete had I not, but I think once is enough for me.
Good luck to everyone as they go forward. I’m sure you will achieve even more than we did our first trip…except for the picture above. I don’t think anyone will be topping that anytime soon. Semper Fi.
You’re right about not feeling right if you haven’t been deployed at least once. I’d feel the same way. I’m only a poolee now, but the way things are going…once i’m in, i’ll go sooner or later. I know at least once. Granted i’m a girl, i won’t be able to do a lot of the stuff the guys can, but still. Everyone can at least pray for the safe return of loved ones. A friend of mine is coming back sometime in March. Another one might be going soon, we’ll see.